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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 03:27:34 GMT

God's been really good to me.
He's provided for my every need.
shown up in my times of need.
filled me with a joy that's over flowing and given me strength.
Heard my prayers and proven faithful.
what more can i ask for?

Thank You Lord.

'i'll wait for you i promise you'

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 16:34:03 GMT

worthy of blogging

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 14:44:16 GMT

she fell from my neck
i neglected her and didn't realise when she slipped away!
only till i reached the bus-stop i was rushing to, i realised i took her for granted!
feeling desperate to get her back i hurried back, almost scurried... !!
i traced my route back all the way to where i first came from.... and i didn't find her!
the whole time i was praying and telling God, "please please, let (her) be invisible to everyone's eyes and let me find her". A part of me was thinking maybe i'll eventually find her in a place i least expect, just like 2-1 found CASIO hidden beneath the sheets... but....

i didn't!! ):

i was so upset and perspiring -- even in the aircon.
i lost her!!!!
i literally lost her!!
i was so affected by it it ruined the rest of my day!!!!!

then... (many hours later...)

PRAISE JESUS!!!!!!

my classmate recognised her and picked her up and kept it for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm happy now!

heh..

she's my precious earphones. heeee!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 15:22:12 GMT

Imagine THAT

3 STARS

Expected more from Eddie Murphy.
Quite predictable and isn't as happening as it seems to be in the commercial ad.

DAWN'S MOTHER ACCEPTED CHRIST trigggeeerrrr happy!!!!!

imagine how much the heavens are rejoicing right now man! You're awesome babe... keep bringing more people into His kingdom!! so happppyyyy!! i'm super proud of you!!!

anyways... here's a good verse i got today from my QT which i really need to apply to my life.

James 5:9 (New Living Translation)

Don’t grumble about each other, brothers and sisters, or you will be judged. For look—the Judge is standing at the door!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:21:44 GMT

(500) Days of Summer, 3 Stars. Expected a better punch to the story. Love, Hate kinda story. yea. But it was nice hanging out with you gals after school, been awhile since i went out!

My FYP is almost over.
My journey to ESG today was a bitter sweet symphony.
Along my way to ESG i was two average looking cats staring straight at each other deeply. Nothing caught their attention, not even me walking to close to them. All they did was just stare deeply at each other from an arm length distance. I don't know why, but i found the scene beautiful and i wanted to take a snap shot of it!! But i was in a rush to work. In the midst of replaying God wonderful creation in my mind and really enjoying my morning blessed by the Lord, i walked pass a group of elderly gossiping and looking up into a window. I thought for a minute was someone attempting suicide? So i removed my earphones and decided to be as typical as a Singaporean can be and i looked up but saw nothing so i carried on walking to only walk pass a police tent guarded by two policemen! :( The trauma!! Never in my life have a witnessed such an incident! Thank God the body wasn't revealed but the sight of the tent itself stopped my heart for a few seconds and i literally freaked out.

After calming down, i thought to myself... "why does the thought/sight of a deceased person appear to be so horrifying? They're still human... just in a real deep sleep forever..."

A good leader is one who doesn't leave in the midst of adversity.

Nothing left but these pieces
Nothing here except my broken life
All I offer is all I have
I lay my life beneath your throne

Keep my heart
I give it to you, Lord
As I offer mine
Will you give me yours?

Keep my heart
Till the closing of time
And I'll worship you
For all of my life
Keep my heart

No one here but your spirit
No one here to hear just how I feel
Just to know how I long for you
To teach me just to trust your hand

I don't know if I told you
How I long for your heart
I've just got to be like you
I've just got to be yours

-Jeff Deyo; Keep My Heart

i lay it all down for you to mould Lord.

it was hard, very tough and i fell away from You Lord. i chose the simple pleasures of life over You.
i thank You so much for not letting me run away from You but i'm sorry for indulging in my own desires.
Help me not be in this world.
i lay it all down once again at Your feet.
give me a clean slate.
bring me back to where i was with You.
make me whole in You.
nothing less... but all of You.
forgive me Jesus.

Testimonies:

i thank God that Elijah Chan made his first jump today safely!

i thank God i was able to pour my heart out and turn away from my evil ways.

i thank God for my new Pasir Ris net.

i thank God i'm learning the hard way because it develops endurance.

i thank God for my birthday surprises and extra cash.

i thank God for my new bible and my new fresh beginning.

i thank God that Dawn is saved.

i thank God that i am FREE.

Hear Me, O Lord

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 07:14:10 GMT

¹ Declare me innocent, O God!
      Defend me against these ungodly people.
      Rescue me from these unjust liars.
² For you are God, my only safe haven.
      Why have you tossed me aside?
   Why must I wander around in grief,
      oppressed by my enemies?
³ Send out your light and your truth;
      let them guide me.
   Let them lead me to your holy mountain,
      to the place where you live.
⁴ There I will go to the altar of God,
      to God—the source of all my joy.
   I will praise you with my harp,
      O God, my God!

⁵ Why am I discouraged?
      Why is my heart so sad?
   I will put my hope in God!
      I will praise him again—
      my Savior and my God!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 16:59:23 GMT

THIS IS MY ~~DECEMBER~~ OCTOBER

Thusfar, the best birthday ~~& more to be uploaded soon~~!

My October party was simple and i had a memoriable time. love the people who bothered to make an effort to come!!

More updates on JunJie's Blog & Dawn's Blog.

if sorry could erase

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 16:18:11 GMT

if only i were wiser.
if only there was more time.
if only i could let you feel what's in my heart
if only i didn't hear my phone ring last night
if only i'd been more sensitive
if only i learnt from myself
if only...

but i'm glad i see from where you're standing.
& i'm glad i understand,
i'm also glad we could talk
and i'm glad nothing's changed-- at least for me.

but i want you to be happy
but i want you to be here
but i want to take away the doubt
but i want to say i'm sorry
but you always don't receive it
but it's cause of this i've learnt so much more
but i can't help but wait for 0515hrs to hear what you have to say
but i want you to be honest (like you always are) at 0515hrs

we are so alike in everything we do
we reason alike
we defend alike
we understand alike
we think alike

although we're so alike and everything seems so perfectly unperfect at times, i can't help but think how stupid i've been.

i learn with each squabble

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 14:29:23 GMT

IT'S OCTOBER!!

i'm rarely excited when it's October but somehow i'm in the mood for it now. Probably cause of the awesome people around me that's why (:

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 13:31:34 GMT

Lord, have Your way in me.

Today...

1) i saw a pigeon nearly get run down by a car.
2) i bought pretty things
3) i got my hair done
4) i become broke
5) i got canceled on for work, again.
6) i am still holding on with faith, hope and love