
(500) Days of Summer, 3 Stars. Expected a better punch to the story. Love, Hate kinda story. yea. But it was nice hanging out with you gals after school, been awhile since i went out! My FYP is almost over. My journey to ESG today was a bitter sweet symphony. Along my way to ESG i was two average looking cats staring straight at each other deeply. Nothing caught their attention, not even me walking to close to them. All they did was just stare deeply at each other from an arm length distance. I don't know why, but i found the scene beautiful and i wanted to take a snap shot of it!! But i was in a rush to work. In the midst of replaying God wonderful creation in my mind and really enjoying my morning blessed by the Lord, i walked pass a group of elderly gossiping and looking up into a window. I thought for a minute was someone attempting suicide? So i removed my earphones and decided to be as typical as a Singaporean can be and i looked up but saw nothing so i carried on walking to only walk pass a police tent guarded by two policemen! :( The trauma!! Never in my life have a witnessed such an incident! Thank God the body wasn't revealed but the sight of the tent itself stopped my heart for a few seconds and i literally freaked out. After calming down, i thought to myself... "why does the thought/sight of a deceased person appear to be so horrifying? They're still human... just in a real deep sleep forever..." -- A good leader is one who doesn't leave in the midst of adversity. Nothing left but these pieces Nothing here except my broken life All I offer is all I have I lay my life beneath your throne Keep my heart I give it to you, Lord As I offer mine Will you give me yours? Keep my heart Till the closing of time And I'll worship you For all of my life Keep my heart No one here but your spirit No one here to hear just how I feel Just to know how I long for you To teach me just to trust your hand I don't know if I told you How I long for your heart I've just got to be like you I've just got to be yours -Jeff Deyo; Keep My Heart -- i lay it all down for you to mould Lord. it was hard, very tough and i fell away from You Lord. i chose the simple pleasures of life over You. i thank You so much for not letting me run away from You but i'm sorry for indulging in my own desires. Help me not be in this world. i lay it all down once again at Your feet. give me a clean slate. bring me back to where i was with You. make me whole in You. nothing less... but all of You. forgive me Jesus. -- Testimonies: i thank God that Elijah Chan made his first jump today safely! i thank God i was able to pour my heart out and turn away from my evil ways. i thank God for my new Pasir Ris net. i thank God i'm learning the hard way because it develops endurance. i thank God for my birthday surprises and extra cash. i thank God for my new bible and my new fresh beginning. i thank God that Dawn is saved. i thank God that i am FREE. |